Collecting orbs and condensing information

THE MORE you walk through life, the more you become aware that each step is a collection of information meeting in time (a defined moment in the infinite).

Whether you meet a new person or you buy an icecream. Millions of information

Cumulate in a bubble. It is a meeting of colors, emotions, sounds, tastes, smells , feelings that create a unique composition of (your) life in exactly this heartbeat.

It is not only your life but an intersection of many lives when you prefer the limited, separated, individual view of the world.

What really happens here is simply an exchange of energies, flying together, changing molecules and painting a tableau.  It is ONE with infinite colors. It is a  boundless composition of boundless tableaus.

„Well, its hard to see it that way. We have to do a job here on planet earth. I don’t care about atoms. What’s interesting for me how to make a dollar and buy my new home. „

Got it.

Let’s recap pathways.

THE SEARCH. Walking inbetween polarity with emotions on both sites of our pathway. Get an education, get a job, serve systems, take a pension, find freedom, jump back.The challenge here: getting an overall picture, staying on track without becoming mad in a noisy environment

BEING: Relaxed with yourself playing with soulfulness in presence. Condensing information by gusto and natural unfold.

Ok. There is a trick

  • A) can be some kind of SALT N’ PEPPA rollercoaster journey with a lot of fun and pain (THATS LIFE) and
  • B) means letting go identity to have it all wherever you go (AWAKENING).

Next station:  realism. It is a challenge for any HUMAN BEING to move a mountain. It cannot happen by our actualsettings. It is also impossible to travel in time.

We are talking about lightning speed and LiFi-Technology to get a hand on natures magic doing the alchemy of energy.

What is meant?

The major difference (formulated just for a first understanding) between our mind and our heart is – the mind approaches nature, the heart is nature. Our mind does the research and our heart is the doorkeeper for love.




We cannot solve  it with our mind. Sitting in front of a mountain, staring at its existence and forming eye slits to send focussed energy into nature is a TECHNIQUE.

It’s not enough. TECHNIQUE is an enclosed tool kit and therefor conditional in a limited area. A to B mode.

Magic appears in A in A mode. You are nature. You are the answer.

Suddenly information is ONE and there is no beginning or end.

„OK. Cool.. Nice little story. Do I have to take drugs to leave the matrix?“

Not at all. It is simply to be ONE.

BEING LOVE is BEING ONE is BEING NATURE or do THE SEARCH on the other hand and enjoy yourself.

There is no good and bad. Just experience and arrival.

You can test it for yourself. The madness disappears at some point when you cross the border of looping experiences for acknowledgment in form of separating yourself from others or separating others from you.

Yes – it is funny. That’s part of the game as well to finally realize we are not more equally than others. It is funny as long as we act in a room of self-defined, secure space. The illusion here is separation in a limited space.

You cannot teach awareness. It’s an experience you ONLY will make leaving the path.

Have you ever realized people we find attractive or people we find cool do not really care about that fact?
And have you ever realized that people that try to be attractive or try to be cool by a TECHNIQUE or tool kit do not come across that way?

It is an energy of leaving your path to be acknowledged. People have a saying  „fishing for compliments“. Authenticity get lost.

It only works in a limited room with discomfort.

You cannot try to be. You are what you are. It is simply to unfold our infinite beauty .

The moment we are, the moment we are magic. Now a symphony IS that dissolves any barriers we ever set up in the game. It sends a signal of light for pure awareness.

We are already there. Just by tricking ourselves of incompletion we start THE SEARCH leaving our natural path of expression, which comes up with a lof of unwanted feelings and life situations.

The fineline here is pure freedom



WORDING – biggest, highest, what if, but

Did you ever realized that words do not roughly describe reality?

It may be a complete new perspective for you now but going a step beyond and analyse language it will become an eye opener to get a sense of human behaviour.

It’s not obvious first hand. Simple observation and sensitivity helps to become aware what situation a person is in.

See, Mehrabian taught us that human information transfer is set up by 55% of body language, mimic & gestures, 38% of tonality and 7% by the content itself. Our realization often is the other way round and we are not aware about all the information in addition to words which makes that impact or impression.

Take dog training as an example. There are probably two dozens of variations for the order „sit“. We say „SIT, SIIIIIIT, SIT, didn’t I say SIT, quietly, loud, bold, with moral pointer finger, without moral pointer, with exlamation mark, without exclamation mark, head up, head down“, and so forth. The reason why our dog is not listening is the fact it doesn*t speak and understands words. It understands energies and frequencies. In this moment we communicate everything but clarity. So it’s natural response is often the opposite we want to achieve with him.

Presence doesn’t need volume.

A more reasonable and effective way of communication for our four-legged friend is using „SIT“ for „SIT“ and naturally meaning it without any option of doubt or emotion.

Whenever you see emotion in form of high volume mixed with extreme gesture you can suppose a person is leaving his natural path and is missing all the sovereignty of his or her nature. Dog training is such a good example because you cannot fool nature. A dog is mirroring our personal gap of awareness.

Now let’s review another point here. Have you ever heard someone saying:“I am pleased to SEE you“?

Not only is there a message about some kind of joy SEEING you but also another 3 parts of information. Going with Friedemann Schulz von Thun there is always 4 levels of information (4 ear model) in communication:

  1. A factual level – the content itself
  2. A realationship level – the connection between both
  3. A personal statement about individual constitution – hidden reason for your thoughts or feelings
  4. A call to action – some kind of introduction for the next step from your counterpart

So it’s not only an

  • expression of good feeling in our example but also saying
  • „our relationship is open for another level of depth“ as well as
  • „I had so much heavy things to go with, that your visit lighten up the situation“ as well as
  • „Let’s have a good talk and information exchange“.

The puzzle comes together the moment we become aware of these different levels and energy states.

Human beings also uses VERBS and ADJECTIVES according to their type of sensing information from the outside world.

A musician potentially uses words like „listen, it sounds to me“ while a painter on the other hand may use words like „see, colorful, sight.“ Just by repeated observation you become aware human beings are in its fundamental essence energy and frequency states.

We often tend to mask our situation but it screams louder than we can hide it. Did you ever had a night long of party? Did you ever had that moment where you physical condition wasn’t able to absorb any more information? What is the natural reaction of your body? What is the natural reaction of your eyes?

You close them and fall into sleep. We are able to sense way more information as there is in words.

Whenever somebody is introducing his sentences by „when“ or „if“ his setting up conditions and is fencing the place. Just become aware we do that separation „game“ over and to

  • have security by control and
  • to find out about our true nature beyond.

(Unconditional) Love is fundamental but not in full expression in a conditional, limited, segmented, separated, lined field. All information outside of this barbwire is also LOVE. We use language as a pointer but it is just a pointer to an infinite truth.

It is the same using scaling words like the best, the worst, the most tasteful, the most anything combined with an adjetive. It doesn’t exist in nature. It is just a measurement for HUMAN BEINGS to communicate a value in polarity.

Can you see that?

By asking „regarding to what“ it refers always to an individual or global value system of HUMAN BEINGS. Any other BEING is not getting the point. So what we do here is creating language to approach nature. Leaving the door open for awareness and still see the whole environment helps us to stay in natural exchange.



Loneliness – a tunnel for awakening

Part of our journey is taking a step back. Taking a step back isn’t really a step back in human evaluation standards but get yourself into natural distance.

We are human beings. We see ourselves as social beings, so in consequence we need other beings to exist in our world.

And the biggest party has no worth when you can’t share the experience.

Hand in hand

There are two states of loneliness – physical loneliness and psychological loneliness. They both go hand in hand with each other and it is simply your awareness going through into LOVE.

Physical loneliness can met you BEING seperated or avoided by others, or can be forwarded by doing so on your own – consciously or unconsciously. It doesn’t matter at all the reason, because the only ONE leading the situation is YOU.

Whenever you try to force LIFE in a direction which isn’t congruent with (y)our true nature (although you THINK so – note : this is what the mind does) – you get a reminder of the path. You can deny it, you can go into extreme about it but it is your nature. Every try is a punch in your own body. So the process initiated will direct you directly into LOVE.

You can LISTEN or still go on with THE SEARCH.

Love does not asking about TIME & SPACE.

What life is telling

Finding yourself in these situations will come up with a lot of contemplation.

  • Where is the logic?
  • Why me?
  • What is life telling me here?

See – loneliness is created and lead by our mind. It is some kind of distance we set up as we

  • find no appreciation in our defined environment
  • give no appreciation in our defined environment

This has nothing to do with LOVE first hand but only SEARCH.

The search for LOVE

In consequence it is THE SEARCH FOR LOVE, (y)our true origin. This happens only in our mind. The reason is: our mind forget about it while running around searching for answers outside of yourself. The answer is you.

  • Finding out comes up with a lot of insanity.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot  of victims.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot of blood.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot of pain.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot of loss.

Can you embrace it?

It hurts hard and is a personal concrete threat, when it is family. It hurts a little bit less, when it is friend and close environment. It hurts much more less, when it is somewhere in your country. It is really bad but not that kind of severe when it happens on another continent.

Happy like you

The distance we have to an event determines our realization and depth of awareness. As long as we make a different – it is a separation process and we limit chances for dissolving.

Your counterpart also wants to be happy like you want. Some get lost in THE SEARCH and their choice of medium becomes extreme by desperation not finding their origin.

Extreme means the depth of yin and yang. They may chose high energy states of attacking physical or by words or they may chose psychological triggers of relationship loss in case a certain behaviour doesn’t fit in the gap of awareness.

The key to open the door

It is just NOT having access to their true nature. Doors have closed and although everything is in place they have no key to open the door. By BEING aware for yourself and knowing (without THINKING) about their situation you can dissolve any situation in a heartbeat into LOVE. You are not longer falling into traps of discussing with emotions or fighting physically or psychologically. You simply are.

Whenever you have to FIGHT for something, you have left the path!

It doesn’t mean there isn’t any truth, but

The pure ACT OF FIGHTING is a reminder, something isn’t in full expression.

Enlightment of  your environment

It is a myth to fight for your right to party. It is a myth to fight for LOVE. It is the romantic version of overcoming obstacles for a better world. The world is ok and always was. We by ourself limit awareness by playing the game of search. There never was a question mark.

We are talking about our childs. It is our education which brought them here.

By becoming aware there is no need of SEARCH to find yourself but express your individual beauty without any limitations in ONENESS, you will dive into an infinite stream of energy, that enlighten your environment like the birth of a new earth.

This isn’t rocket science but pure LOVE and it is always there.










Business & Spirituality

Having a sense of and for life you probably have become aware that there is some kind of opposite energy here. Taking a loupe you see it isn’t really opposite or completely different but simply a defined and framed action in the infinite.

You will come across business is similar to game playing. It is just action by defnition and rules.

While spirituality describes awareness of your true nature, business is a fenced action field.

So it doens’t really help to compare both terms.

You can naturally do business from the heart. You can naturally earn money and be aware of our origin. Business simply means energy exchange while one energy is money. Spirtuality is nothing different but it has no line for in and out.

Lines of separaton are often connected with a lot of emotions.

From a bird view you can see business as a framwork set up in a square. Even each individual job is a unit like a square. It is separated by an area of ZUSTÄNDIGKEIT.

Whenver a line dissolves energy is set free. Human beins often break out in tears or are emotional touched in these situations. Tears a reminder of crossing a visible or invisible line of limitation and illusional imasge about your nature.

You lose a job, your company geht Bankrott, you will be transferred in a more responsible position – it alway happen when you lose or win a part of your fixed life. Honestly it hasn’t anything to do with your essence. It’s going on, it happens but it simply refers to an infintie picture, we do not accept for ourselves. Nobody does and weg o on and do THE SEARCH.

Who am I?

Business and spirituality are access portals. You can do it by going extreme in a  profession and find out about yourself in the journey or you can do it with a light.

More and more „For purpose“ companies follow the path of balancing energy worldwide. They either share a part of their profits or they share a part of their products.

Can you see the energy exchange in both fields and how to combine them naturally?

We are driven to collect as much wealth as possible and find out after all that something is missing. Why is it?

Having all the money of the world, travelling all the countries on the planet doesn’t replace LOVE itself.

And when your business is driven simply by money and not by love for your customer a feeling of greed and egoism comes across which

  1. has no clarity,
  2. no expression and therefor
  3. no connection.

Just watch the wording to see how everything works together. It is just a condition. That’s the way it is in THE SEARCH. Cause and effect is the fundament of a condition. It is our explanation tool to persuade our mind of findig logic in nature.

So going a step further there is no right or wrong doing one of both without the other – as there is no opposite. You will make experiences about yourself. The learning process is awareness.

We decide for ourselves the moment of letting go thinking and in consequence THE SEARCH.
We decide for ourselves the moment of diving into the infinite, BEING LOVE.

You can’t buy access. On a philosophical level you probably can by paying the price of a neverending SEARCH and become aware you are already there. Next challenge beomes not only are you already there, but


There is no individual person without a whole.


These are only words.

All the white spaces on the page can equally lead you into your true nature instantly.

It is like taking information while breathing. Spirituality means presence of awareness.

A business (limited space) is always filled and surrounded by spirituality. Even a business (every sort of limitation game) which occurs „strange“, „egocentric“ or „unfair“ is filled and surrounded by LOVE. It is only our mind being trapped by thoughts and thinking.

The moment we become aware of cutting ourselves into the handicapped, we open a door to LOVE.

The SEARCH is our game playing LIMITATION in the infinite. Pure awakening.

Soulfulness rises by letting go TIME & SPACE.

Have you ever realized it happens automatically diving into your true nature? Have you ever become aware of this moments where you MOM or a friend had to call you in because you forgot everything around you? You were completely involved in life and the moment?

Here we are.


Manifestation of a dream – part II – condens information orbs

Let’s break it down: manifesting a dream isn’t the easiest thing while doing THE SEARCH. We are so busy finding ourselves all day long instead of settling down in the moment and become aware of the beauty already around.

„Mmmmh, ok – where is the connection between a dream and awareness of now?“

A fundament for all manifestation

A dream is „a not realized thought about a state in the future“. It can become a plan or it can be just feeding ourselves with a good feeling about what can be without ever thinking of realization as it seems too far away. Dreaming is the fundament of all manifestations in todays world but first it is always the gap from where you are to where you wanna be. And there is a direct connection between personal dreams and global dreams.

Saying „I dream of peace in the world“ is some kind of reminder you haven’t find a solution yet. You are looking for an optimized state of a situation doesn’t exist now.

„I dream of holiday in capetown“, „I dream of having a medium against cancer“, „I dream of becoming an NBA professional“. We are filled with wishes about scenarios we do not have now. But for some reasons we can SEE, FEEL, HEAR, TASTE or TOUCH the invisible now.

Did you ever had that experience?

A picture is coming up. You have no clue about the HOW, but it pops up in your head or in your body.

The simple magic in life

Somewhere on your journey you picked up a piece of information. You weren’t aware it is outside on the planet or the universe but it hits your stratosphere and was plant (awaken) in your subconscious mind. But it wasn’t jumping immediately. It took another year for a second invitation. Again data in form of an information orb crosses your awareness and adds a little bit of flavor to – a sound, a color, a taste, a smell, a contact.

„WOW, where does this come from?“

At some point, it doesn’t matter the number of invitations, a call is created as a part of your journey.

  • BEING in our heart we take that call and simply walk in LOVE towards.
  • BEING in our mind an evaluation process starts about „WHAT IF“.

The only reason we THINK about it (this is what the mind does) is some kind of DEATH or loss of our belongings.

Dissolving loss beyond time & space

Why should you stop when there is no sacrifice?

So our biggest challenge here is overcome FEAR to fall back into our hearts and go for it. Put the plan together and simply manifest whatever comes up in soulfulness. Isn’t it crazy that people just doing it over and over again? While others are SEARCHING they manifest.

From the beginning of magic on our planet HUMAN BEINGS have created unbelievable things. Introducing „Homo sapiens neanderthalensis“ to our world „today“ will probably come up with some kind of shock, seeing all the vehicles, buildings and smartphones.

Twitter hashtag #MammutAround

Now becoming aware of all this action, what we do is TAKING ENERGY RESSOURCES to put them in a NEW FORM OF CONDENSED DATA. It becomes a little bit more advanced when you do it with invisible data like information, which has become a currency of its own in modern world.

THE MORE (data) you collect about a certain topic, person, objects, event – the more concrete your picture and experience becomes. This is the reason why digitalization has become such an influence on our behaviour. And still there is infinite information to the unknown.

Composing the dream

Now, whatever dream there is, manifestation means composing as much pieces of the puzzle together and accompany the symphony of coming together with your heart. This is what nature does constantly without any effort. While just BEING beyond TIME & SPACE breathe all the information with your senses, condense all the orbs of energy (colors, shapes, temperatures, physics, programs, vehicles) without any emotions, and see the magic appear.

Nothing else to do in life. The manifestation of a dream is a pure expression of LOVE in its perfection. That’s what you are. Science already can lead events by simply directing energy fields from our body.  It is getting to know our true nature.

We tend to complicate things as the energy states often arises as too high for completion while we have to pay our bills. This limits our awareness for the ressources we have access to because of the ressource we are.

The memory of an event will pass by (that’s what the photographic industry already know for decades).

What will rest is LOVE.





Limitation by Control & Security

There is something going into a complete myth when it comes to security. BEING on planet earth at first means experiencing your infnite nature in a limited space. It is a spiritiual journey in a physical body.

So walking a few kilometres on solid ground you find our there are a lot of restrictions, borders, frontiers, boundaries, walls, fences around. In consequence what they do is claim a piece of earth (yes, a piece of peace of earth) to show where is mine and where is yours.

Although we tend to cross borders to find out about our infinite nature you cannot cross any of these lines of separation without asking. You cannot walk in your neighbours garden, you cannot travel to mexico, you cannot enter a buildung without clearing it upfront with an authorization.

Personal means individual means limitation means separation. It is just the way it is.

We need our private area for retreat. It is some kind of rehabilitation space for balancing the efforts of the journey.

What efforts are we referring to? Why is there an inbalance? What is human?

Following the pyramid of need from Abraham Maslow you find safety on position number two directly after fundamental physical needs as a requirement for our well-being. Safety we are not attacked by a dinosaur or a mammoth? Probably not. So safety now means that secure feeling our life is protected.

But watching into the world it fairly seems impossible to have security seeing all this insanity and war.

Doesn’t it feel good when you exactly know what happen?
Doesn’t it feel good you know the details?

So, what we came up with in evolution was CONTROL. Controlling a situation means you know everything inside a certain space. Inside a framework, inside a business, inside a game field. Because of all the information you have about what’s in you (THINK you) can predict any future situation.

It is the same with conflict. You feel secure when you (THINK you) know what’s happen next. So you try to see patterns, you try to find similar experiences to draw on. What you do in these situations is painting a frame. It is exactly the same we do teaching our children possessiv pronouns – here is ours, there is theirs. We separate us as individual persons and create frames in a limited space. Cause and effect.

So – what is the intention behind? And finally – what is the result of doing so?

The contradiction here is we are searching LOVE in a limited area of a limited space. We are searching freedom by separation. Freedom is freedom because it is infinite. What kind of freedom is a conditional limited freedom?

Going a step beyond we are searching our BEST VERSION. Maybe there is a connection between searching LOVE and searching our BEST VERSION. Maybe there is an answer inside.

There is a term of comfortzone for what you already know.

Why is it we are attracted by news?

Why is it we are attracted by a new partner?

Why is it we are attracted by a new album?

Why is it we are attracted by a new job?

The reason is we want to expand our sphere. Now that we want to explore new worlds there is a chance of small or big death.

The biggest death you will find is LOVE.

We THINK (that’s our mind stuff) life is changing when something is gone. Reality is – life is changing every moment. It is like holding water in your hand. It happens naturally. Soulfulness begins the moment you dissolve any restrictions and boundaries of separation.

Isn’t it insane to talk about LOVE and FREEDOM in limitation?

Control is framing, claiming, put a fence around while you wish in your heart to be free. Can you feel what real security means? Can you feel what happens when you find out about your infinite potential?

This peace we are dreaming of is the awareness about our true nature. This place is always around. This place has no question and doesn’t discuss. Why should it? Everything is here. NOW.

Have you ever seen the presence of enlightment? Have you ever felt the presence of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE?

It is you. We set up walls, put barriers in our pathways, install infrared, bind a barbwire and hope to find peace in- and outside. Even in a discussion we used to take these tools to explain our position. It is pure limitation which creates conditional dependent security.



A leap of faith into the unknown

The ticket we have chosen is finding out who we really are. There was no need to in general but simple energy exchange in our universe wasn’t enough .

So by the big bang we had to chance to play the game going from infinite into separation just to have the chance to explore the opposite of ourselves. Still we could walk in our true nature but know there was an opportunity going into extreme to learn about our origin – LOVE.

The torch

We were given a torch to walk through and since then have this eternal reminder where we come from.

It is the ride of our life. Entering planet earth we finished a nine month channel surfing, that prepared ourselves for the fun part.  And here we are.

Standing at the starting line, there wasn’t so much thinking. It was pure joy to explore the park. At some point we decided to use all the resources given to become aware of who we are. It was like walking in the candy shop to the point where we found out others were on the planet too. Suddenly a thought of separation came up that ressources are limited. A race started to collect THE MORE.

Welcome to life

Have you ever experienced there is a lot of information out there?

Have you ever experienced blind spots? You didn’t know about a certain thing?

So this is the game you are in. It is and was our personal choice to find out. This is the reason why we started. So the challenge here is a game without any instructions. You were equipped with up to sixth senses and are completely free to chose your pathway. Now because of the fact more and more did so, it became a very high intensive and complex game, because people set up more limitatons inside a game of separation.

Is it too abstract?

In today’s life we are surrounded by systems set up to ease our life. Whatever we do happens in a strict frame of time & space. Whatever information lies outside of our frame of awareness is NEW. It is the UNKNOWN …for our mind. It may be a new partner, it may be a new job, it may be a new type of icecream. It is a new world.

Crossing the line

We generally call it growth to step outside. Have you ever realized feeling better after crossing a border of your personal limitation? Have you ever realized feeling a tiny little piece bigger doing something you never did before? Doesn’t it give some kind of self-awareness?

Do you see the word? Awareness of your SELF. Can you imagine a circle symbolizing all there is? Now mark a point outside of this circle representing e.g. a job application. It demands a lot of courage from us to walk straight to the point. A lot of thinking is coming up what will happen next. But for some reason we are attracted by that point just to know what is possible for us, what is in.

It doesn’t matter what the point stands for. Just by watching the process you can see our journey. So now that you took a leap of faith and had this experience, expand the circle behind that point. Isn’t it a much bigger circle than before? What happens if you can do that a 100 times? What happens if you do that a 1000 times?

A big laugh

You will go through a lot of emotions, you will go through a lot of experiences, you will open a lot of doors.

And you will met a lot of facets of life. Having it all done with the fear and doubts you had of all these situations, with the fun, your laughter and your tears

  • What do you think will last?
  • What do you think is the answer?
  • Why do you think Buddha had such a big laugh?

The reason why we always have that feeling of incompletion, inbalance and pressure, of struggling and insanity is denying ourselves as the answer. Not from a point of: having to proof or collecting confirmation but from a point of pure fulfilment.

This leap of faith is just a pure trust in your true nature.

The leap of faith is a step into LOVE.

It is only our mind creating walls, it is only our mind persuading us to leave the path. Your heart already knows the answer. This is your tourch. You can dim it by fear and doubts but you can’t erase it. It is always there.


The meaning of life

What the heck are we doing here? Is there some kind of sense in what we are doing? Is there a special order to fulfil?

You can bring yourself in a lot of trouble and confusion SEARCHING the answer. Because

The only answer there is – is YOU.

This fact alone leaves the majority of earth population with an additional question mark and here is the reason why.

See – one of the first steps of personal awakening is you are not your MIND. This little gadget between your ears is simply there to give orientation. It has an additional upgrade to evaluate things by very-own-personal-not-generally-at-all standards. This setting alone allow us to make decisions left and right the path.

What does it mean?

Understanding the world means our mind tries to bring logic in. Everything needs to be named or completed by a post-it.
This is a tree and this is an ant. It is our language which enables communication on a „different“ level then for example our fauna does. When somebody speaks about a water tap, the majority of people knowing that term follows along. Evolution of mankind by now has come up with a gazillion specifications, because we are probably the only species trying to rebuild nature. Therefor everything needs to be securely stored in an archive. This is what our mind does.

For security purposes. Our brain always is in survival mode, so its clerk, our mind, is doing extra stints. It’s very first official act was dividing the planet into polarity. You name it – black and white, hot and cold, big and small, right or wrong. It became the basic of our evaluation system GOOD & BAD, which is the fundament of all decision making. This is what our mind is doing constantly without stopping its job. Information is coming in, evaluating in good and bad, packing emotion on it, send it back into the world. Information is sortey by parameter:


A side effect of this system is separation. The good ones go into the pot, the bad ones go into your crop. We sense our world with barriers to diffentiate. Scaling this effect we use separation as a tool of personally feeling better and to get a sort of control and prevalance.

Separation is the process of the individual person.

The contradiction here is: we are looking for something infinite in separation and limitation. We aren’t satisfied NOW. We want to cross borders, explore THE MORE, explore new islands, new worlds. And we want to be the first in competition to have individual glory and oeconomic advantage.

Our mind operates with RATIO.  It wants to understand UNCONDITIONAL LOVE but is limited by ressource when using separation. This is a condition. Can you see the word WHEN?

Deep in your heart you know the answer. With every heartbeat you have the choice between THE SEARCH and YOURSELF. We do that constantly. Even when your mind gets the point. You have to experience UNCONDITIONAL LOVE with your heart to LET GO, even it’s only for seconds. And you will have hard times to go back asking.

The meaning of life isn’t a question. It is a statement. It is soulfulness. It is YOU. It is LOVE.

In meditation you stop thinking back and forth through times and options. You are present in this moment. There is and will be no other moment. It will change but it is still this same moment. Differentiation is only for explaining purposes. Seperation is only for explaing and understanding purposes. Mind stuff.

You can have a brilliant live within THE SEARCH. You can have more money you can ever image but still search the answer for inner freedom, peace and fulfilment. You can furhtermore put processes of limitation to THE SEARCH and wonder about energies coming up. This is the game we play to find out our true nature.  And we do not recoil bringing extreme sacrifice. We only can blend ourselves as ONE. The moment we let go THE SEARCH of our true nature, soulfulness is rising up and we fall back into LOVE.  Cause and effect.

Still we can explore the world, still we can be „individual“, still we can have extraordinary experience. We simply do it from a perspective of our infinite self not competing for confirmation of our brilliance but for the joy and meaning itself.

Here we are. Chasing cars. It is right here inside. You have access to it whenever you want.






Meteorite impact of emotions

Walking through life comes up with a big fat toolbox called emotions. It is just handed out to you to remember of your origin and to come back home, whenever you want. We are not aware that we use that toolbox all day long.

„Give me an information, I will immediately judge it for the good and bay, pack a small up to a big emotion on top and send it back into the world. Next one. “

That’s what we do. Was it in the early days of Mammuts to freeze, flight, fight it become a more detailed program up to now. We have created a lot of new energy formats like busses, trains, and airplanes, so our challenge has increased to differntiate.

In consequence our image of threat for survival has become fanciful accessing more and more information of our true nature. So death has become part of our daily habits. Entering a job interview for a lot of people comes with some kind of death. A first date with a person you are attracted to, often comes up with some kind of now or never. Embarassement is a state of emotion simply created by our mind setting up a measurement for behaviour by an elite.

So emotions are always triggered by your or other peoples mind. They leave the path of pure wisdom and just communicating their judgement about a certain event like an action or a word for example.

Can you imagine having the ability to SEE?
Can you imagine having the ability to SEE, FEEL, HEAR, SMELL, TASTE, ANTICIPATE?

This is your nature. The only reason why we are not able to do so, beside any physical reason, is leaving the path. You can sense emotions. And by becoming aware of emotions, you can easily let go. You can lead any situation. Sensing emotions allows you to balance any situation into LOVE.

You probably already had a discussion in form of a disagreement. So one party says here is my truth and the other party says here is my truth. Simply by watching the wording you see it’s both: my truth.

Two options for cause and effect:

  • You can pack emotions on top and do the back and forth game while increasing the energy and inrease distance.
    That’s what we do in any war scenario. Consequence is a field of death.
  • You can embrace the situation and exchange information in LOVE knowing THE SEARCH we do finding our true nature.

This game is never ended by keeping positions in THE SEARCH. Why? Because we are setting up frontiers. We are building walls and distance. We are limiting a limited game and expect LOVE to come through. The moment you let go, LOVE is around.

The trick of our mind is to make us believe UNCONDITIONAL LOVE exists in separation.

What is the catch?

The door for awareness is radical honesty. Radical honesty about yourself. A look in the mirror helps to dive deep. Instantly you see everyone just tries to be happy the same like you. Why should a baby or a child kill or hurt consciously? It doesn’t happen.  So maybe at some point some kind of influence takes places that forces us to leave the path of LOVE.

Thinking and evaluating becomes more important than your inner voice and gut feeling.

Now emotions are our first choice and the moment you make use of you leave the center of and for awareness. Cause and effect.

Do you feel this?

Whenever emotions or personal attitude is crossing the line it helps to understand THE SEARCH and the tools people use to become aware of their very own nature – LOVE.

Opening up, embracing whatever they do, without any judgement, is creating a space for solution.

It is creating a space for unfolding. It is creating a space for LOVE.

You can do this by awareness.

It is easy but not a light weight when gridlocked in daily routine and behaviour. It happens automatically when you get yourself out of monkey-mind to force LOVE to come. It is always there and never leave, but separation walls have to come done to become aware of the beauty there is.

Have you ever laughed about yourself? Laughing about yourself opens another door for radical honesty. Noone is really better or worse. Nature doesn’t discuss all day long about good and bad. Human beings lost themselves in talking about weather and have hard times to say I LOVE YOU.






Drink & sleep into self-actualization

Going with Abraham Maslow there is a pyramid of needs human beings follow along to make decisions or just be happy.

It goes from a broad wide starting level of SURVIVING on the planet to smaller LEVELS of CONTACT and up to a peak of self-actualization. So, watching it from the bottom to the top there are 5 Levels:

  1. Physiological Needs
  2. Safety Needs
  3. Belonging / Relationship Love
  4. Esteem
  5. Self-Actualization

Level 1 & 2 belongs to BASIC NEEDS, Level 3 & 4 are described as PSYCHOLOGICAL NEES and level 5 is about self-fulfilment.

What you can see is that levels stack up and are not closed units but depend on another. They can be attained in full characteristic once all needs before have been met. Let’s take a deeper look and watch it from a perspective of LOVE.

Naturally by the „moment“, our body seems to be a „limited“ vehicle regarding to the duration of the journey. So there are settings to be adjusted by our gut. Well-being starts with having water, food, rest, and warmth. THIS is the very basic entry level that naturally secures SURVIVING and allow other levels to come.

So, whenever there is SOMETHING out of balance in your LIFE, just START naturally. Take care of yourself, take care of the basic level. Everyone knows that stuff, but nobody doesn’t care a hang. You can answer it with horse-sense. It appears essential and natural for our good-feeling and to have a day. Human beings preach it from the moutain top to DRINK and SLEEP but we just go back when everything collapse. Just feel inside.

We favour more likely to take the hard way and to SEARCH the answer instead of BEING (=) THE ANSWER.

Now that we had enough sleep, some water and a good meal, we have to feel safety in our environment. It is way more harder for people in our civilization to understand the first two levels aren’t guaranteed in a lot of areas ob the planet. Even in industrial western colonizations you find inbalance here. So we need to feel some kind of security.

Infinite security is guaranteed in LOVE.

It is insane to expect unconditional love in a limited space. So whenever you pick up a tool of separation against somebody or something, like a gun, violation, manipulation, harsh words,  prison, it has the consequence of limitation by visible or invisible walls. No rocket science here. It is just a desperate try to force LOVE coming to you. How can this work through walls. Safety starts with awareness YOU ARE LOVE.

The moment you touch your true nature it becomes a date with magic. Compulsion disappears to proof you are somebody. Hate & rage, doubts, fear exists because we have chosen this ticket of SEARCH. And it isn’t a search of identity but THE SEARCH of LOVE. And we will experience it by going into any extreme possible. We don’t care for our „children“.

Herein you find the third level of Maslow worded needs – BELONGING and LOVE.

Isn’t it crazy we are striving for BELONGING being born into this world?
Isn’t it crazy we are striving for LOVE coming from a place of LOVE?

The only reason possible is tricking ourselves with an endless loop of SEARCH, with an endless loop of walking from GOOD to BAD, with an endless LOOP of denying our very own essence, our very own nature.

See chasing the applause won’t give you applause. Chasing a partner won’t give you a partner. Chasing acknowledgement won’t give you acknowledgement. Why? It is all masked. Looking into the world you see parties all over the place without any connection and love. Waking up the next morning there is still a question mark.

On the next level esteem is listed as a place of getting feedback for our existence.But the truth is:

We limit the art of our existence when waiting for applause.

It is this kind of heart (see the word art in here) where no feedback or evaluation or critic is necessary. What kind of art is this where the freedom is sanctioned? It just stops us from sending out our LOVE, our music, our sports, our paintings, our books into the world. And you will find out Maslows pyramid can be shrinked the moment we are ready to become aware of our nature.

We have reached the peak and now there is place for listening to our inner voice. Now in this last level, where everything is done to BE LOVED by nature, we follow this inner signal. This signal is the ressource of it all. Starting here, after all preparation for physiological well-being is done, will dissolve any challenge of the upper levels in LOVE by respecting the world as one.