Collecting orbs and condensing information

THE MORE you walk through life, the more you become aware that each step is a collection of information meeting in time (a defined moment in the infinite).

Whether you meet a new person or you buy an icecream. Millions of information

Cumulate in a bubble. It is a meeting of colors, emotions, sounds, tastes, smells , feelings that create a unique composition of (your) life in exactly this heartbeat.

It is not only your life but an intersection of many lives when you prefer the limited, separated, individual view of the world.

What really happens here is simply an exchange of energies, flying together, changing molecules and painting a tableau.  It is ONE with infinite colors. It is a  boundless composition of boundless tableaus.

„Well, its hard to see it that way. We have to do a job here on planet earth. I don’t care about atoms. What’s interesting for me how to make a dollar and buy my new home. „

Got it.

Let’s recap pathways.

THE SEARCH. Walking inbetween polarity with emotions on both sites of our pathway. Get an education, get a job, serve systems, take a pension, find freedom, jump back.The challenge here: getting an overall picture, staying on track without becoming mad in a noisy environment

BEING: Relaxed with yourself playing with soulfulness in presence. Condensing information by gusto and natural unfold.

Ok. There is a trick

  • A) can be some kind of SALT N’ PEPPA rollercoaster journey with a lot of fun and pain (THATS LIFE) and
  • B) means letting go identity to have it all wherever you go (AWAKENING).

Next station:  realism. It is a challenge for any HUMAN BEING to move a mountain. It cannot happen by our actualsettings. It is also impossible to travel in time.

We are talking about lightning speed and LiFi-Technology to get a hand on natures magic doing the alchemy of energy.

What is meant?

The major difference (formulated just for a first understanding) between our mind and our heart is – the mind approaches nature, the heart is nature. Our mind does the research and our heart is the doorkeeper for love.




We cannot solve  it with our mind. Sitting in front of a mountain, staring at its existence and forming eye slits to send focussed energy into nature is a TECHNIQUE.

It’s not enough. TECHNIQUE is an enclosed tool kit and therefor conditional in a limited area. A to B mode.

Magic appears in A in A mode. You are nature. You are the answer.

Suddenly information is ONE and there is no beginning or end.

„OK. Cool.. Nice little story. Do I have to take drugs to leave the matrix?“

Not at all. It is simply to be ONE.

BEING LOVE is BEING ONE is BEING NATURE or do THE SEARCH on the other hand and enjoy yourself.

There is no good and bad. Just experience and arrival.

You can test it for yourself. The madness disappears at some point when you cross the border of looping experiences for acknowledgment in form of separating yourself from others or separating others from you.

Yes – it is funny. That’s part of the game as well to finally realize we are not more equally than others. It is funny as long as we act in a room of self-defined, secure space. The illusion here is separation in a limited space.

You cannot teach awareness. It’s an experience you ONLY will make leaving the path.

Have you ever realized people we find attractive or people we find cool do not really care about that fact?
And have you ever realized that people that try to be attractive or try to be cool by a TECHNIQUE or tool kit do not come across that way?

It is an energy of leaving your path to be acknowledged. People have a saying  „fishing for compliments“. Authenticity get lost.

It only works in a limited room with discomfort.

You cannot try to be. You are what you are. It is simply to unfold our infinite beauty .

The moment we are, the moment we are magic. Now a symphony IS that dissolves any barriers we ever set up in the game. It sends a signal of light for pure awareness.

We are already there. Just by tricking ourselves of incompletion we start THE SEARCH leaving our natural path of expression, which comes up with a lof of unwanted feelings and life situations.

The fineline here is pure freedom



WORDING – biggest, highest, what if, but

Did you ever realized that words do not roughly describe reality?

It may be a complete new perspective for you now but going a step beyond and analyse language it will become an eye opener to get a sense of human behaviour.

It’s not obvious first hand. Simple observation and sensitivity helps to become aware what situation a person is in.

See, Mehrabian taught us that human information transfer is set up by 55% of body language, mimic & gestures, 38% of tonality and 7% by the content itself. Our realization often is the other way round and we are not aware about all the information in addition to words which makes that impact or impression.

Take dog training as an example. There are probably two dozens of variations for the order „sit“. We say „SIT, SIIIIIIT, SIT, didn’t I say SIT, quietly, loud, bold, with moral pointer finger, without moral pointer, with exlamation mark, without exclamation mark, head up, head down“, and so forth. The reason why our dog is not listening is the fact it doesn*t speak and understands words. It understands energies and frequencies. In this moment we communicate everything but clarity. So it’s natural response is often the opposite we want to achieve with him.

Presence doesn’t need volume.

A more reasonable and effective way of communication for our four-legged friend is using „SIT“ for „SIT“ and naturally meaning it without any option of doubt or emotion.

Whenever you see emotion in form of high volume mixed with extreme gesture you can suppose a person is leaving his natural path and is missing all the sovereignty of his or her nature. Dog training is such a good example because you cannot fool nature. A dog is mirroring our personal gap of awareness.

Now let’s review another point here. Have you ever heard someone saying:“I am pleased to SEE you“?

Not only is there a message about some kind of joy SEEING you but also another 3 parts of information. Going with Friedemann Schulz von Thun there is always 4 levels of information (4 ear model) in communication:

  1. A factual level – the content itself
  2. A realationship level – the connection between both
  3. A personal statement about individual constitution – hidden reason for your thoughts or feelings
  4. A call to action – some kind of introduction for the next step from your counterpart

So it’s not only an

  • expression of good feeling in our example but also saying
  • „our relationship is open for another level of depth“ as well as
  • „I had so much heavy things to go with, that your visit lighten up the situation“ as well as
  • „Let’s have a good talk and information exchange“.

The puzzle comes together the moment we become aware of these different levels and energy states.

Human beings also uses VERBS and ADJECTIVES according to their type of sensing information from the outside world.

A musician potentially uses words like „listen, it sounds to me“ while a painter on the other hand may use words like „see, colorful, sight.“ Just by repeated observation you become aware human beings are in its fundamental essence energy and frequency states.

We often tend to mask our situation but it screams louder than we can hide it. Did you ever had a night long of party? Did you ever had that moment where you physical condition wasn’t able to absorb any more information? What is the natural reaction of your body? What is the natural reaction of your eyes?

You close them and fall into sleep. We are able to sense way more information as there is in words.

Whenever somebody is introducing his sentences by „when“ or „if“ his setting up conditions and is fencing the place. Just become aware we do that separation „game“ over and to

  • have security by control and
  • to find out about our true nature beyond.

(Unconditional) Love is fundamental but not in full expression in a conditional, limited, segmented, separated, lined field. All information outside of this barbwire is also LOVE. We use language as a pointer but it is just a pointer to an infinite truth.

It is the same using scaling words like the best, the worst, the most tasteful, the most anything combined with an adjetive. It doesn’t exist in nature. It is just a measurement for HUMAN BEINGS to communicate a value in polarity.

Can you see that?

By asking „regarding to what“ it refers always to an individual or global value system of HUMAN BEINGS. Any other BEING is not getting the point. So what we do here is creating language to approach nature. Leaving the door open for awareness and still see the whole environment helps us to stay in natural exchange.



Loneliness – a tunnel for awakening

Part of our journey is taking a step back. Taking a step back isn’t really a step back in human evaluation standards but get yourself into natural distance.

We are human beings. We see ourselves as social beings, so in consequence we need other beings to exist in our world.

And the biggest party has no worth when you can’t share the experience.

Hand in hand

There are two states of loneliness – physical loneliness and psychological loneliness. They both go hand in hand with each other and it is simply your awareness going through into LOVE.

Physical loneliness can met you BEING seperated or avoided by others, or can be forwarded by doing so on your own – consciously or unconsciously. It doesn’t matter at all the reason, because the only ONE leading the situation is YOU.

Whenever you try to force LIFE in a direction which isn’t congruent with (y)our true nature (although you THINK so – note : this is what the mind does) – you get a reminder of the path. You can deny it, you can go into extreme about it but it is your nature. Every try is a punch in your own body. So the process initiated will direct you directly into LOVE.

You can LISTEN or still go on with THE SEARCH.

Love does not asking about TIME & SPACE.

What life is telling

Finding yourself in these situations will come up with a lot of contemplation.

  • Where is the logic?
  • Why me?
  • What is life telling me here?

See – loneliness is created and lead by our mind. It is some kind of distance we set up as we

  • find no appreciation in our defined environment
  • give no appreciation in our defined environment

This has nothing to do with LOVE first hand but only SEARCH.

The search for LOVE

In consequence it is THE SEARCH FOR LOVE, (y)our true origin. This happens only in our mind. The reason is: our mind forget about it while running around searching for answers outside of yourself. The answer is you.

  • Finding out comes up with a lot of insanity.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot  of victims.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot of blood.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot of pain.
  • Finding out comes up with a lot of loss.

Can you embrace it?

It hurts hard and is a personal concrete threat, when it is family. It hurts a little bit less, when it is friend and close environment. It hurts much more less, when it is somewhere in your country. It is really bad but not that kind of severe when it happens on another continent.

Happy like you

The distance we have to an event determines our realization and depth of awareness. As long as we make a different – it is a separation process and we limit chances for dissolving.

Your counterpart also wants to be happy like you want. Some get lost in THE SEARCH and their choice of medium becomes extreme by desperation not finding their origin.

Extreme means the depth of yin and yang. They may chose high energy states of attacking physical or by words or they may chose psychological triggers of relationship loss in case a certain behaviour doesn’t fit in the gap of awareness.

The key to open the door

It is just NOT having access to their true nature. Doors have closed and although everything is in place they have no key to open the door. By BEING aware for yourself and knowing (without THINKING) about their situation you can dissolve any situation in a heartbeat into LOVE. You are not longer falling into traps of discussing with emotions or fighting physically or psychologically. You simply are.

Whenever you have to FIGHT for something, you have left the path!

It doesn’t mean there isn’t any truth, but

The pure ACT OF FIGHTING is a reminder, something isn’t in full expression.

Enlightment of  your environment

It is a myth to fight for your right to party. It is a myth to fight for LOVE. It is the romantic version of overcoming obstacles for a better world. The world is ok and always was. We by ourself limit awareness by playing the game of search. There never was a question mark.

We are talking about our childs. It is our education which brought them here.

By becoming aware there is no need of SEARCH to find yourself but express your individual beauty without any limitations in ONENESS, you will dive into an infinite stream of energy, that enlighten your environment like the birth of a new earth.

This isn’t rocket science but pure LOVE and it is always there.










Life is simple

The journey of mankind is in a real early stage of existence. But looking into the world shows – we have created a lot.

Watching it from a birds view there is a lot of movement on this planet. Like little ants we are running all day long from one place to another being busy with DOING. A comedian once said:“There is always something to do, even when it means to skin an apple“.

And everything is important. We have no time to enjoy this life. We are planning the next big thing to change the world. And this is a fine line because acting keeps us in motion and our muscles need some kind of exercise to be flexible.

Love and Research

Let’s break it down. There are two major fields responsible for our well-being: LOVE and RESEARCH. Research is some kind of engine driving us to explore the planet and our possibilities. What is the highest possible version of ourselves? And the answer is: LOVE. So we will always move in a circle to our starting point. It doesn’t matter if we overcome death one day and have the technique to heal all diseases to become immortal.

You cannot grow bigger than infinite and unconditional. So it seems we are running inside of a train thinking to reach our destination faster. This is pure insanity. So what we do by research is a sort of energy exchange, where we use all available energy sources to find out who we really are. And because nobody gives an anwer we started a competition; a race who’s first. It’s not about awareness but about being the first who saves the world. But the world doesn’t need to rescued neither by war nor by starvation.

The ticket we have chosen

Why? Because it is always acting against something not for something. It isn’t the fact that there isn’t enough love or there isn’t enough food. It is just the fact that we realise ourselves as individuums. That’s part of the ticket we have chosen. We want to find out who we are. So everything we do on and with planet earth serves this answer.

What we are not aware of is the fact we are in constant exchange with each other. BEING angry, BEING happy, BEING sorry, BEING peaceful has an impact on your environment even when you think nobody is there. Even when you think it’s only a wave of a few metres. Your environment changes in an instant.

It’s not hard to understand but for some reason we don’t wanna give up thinking we could find another truth. For some reason we think to lose our uniqueness by letting go our EGO. Isn’t it the other way round. See all these hard working people fighting for acknowlegdement, appreciation and love.

The mirror of our soul

You don’t have to fight for anything in life. Not for a job nor for love nor for confirmation. If you have to – LISTEN. Listen to the quiet and feel. Feel inside if that’s what you are looking for. Just watch people right in their face and see if they look happy, relaxed and full of joy. Our skin is the mirror of our soul. You can see EGO reflected in our skin. Much more you feel the attendance of EGO in every situation.

  • Have you ever had the feeling of indisposition in attendance of a person?
  • Have you ever had the feeling of knowing somebody is manipulating you?
  • Have you ever had the feeling your counterpart is purely taken you for his personal purpose?

Why do we feel that? Why do we see HONESTY, HUMILITY and SINCERITY in a persons face and also RAGE, EGO and DECEIT?

It’s our filter’s called senses which helps us for

a) awareness
b) orientation
c) surving

The awareness for LOVE, an orientation for HOMECOMING and surviving for THE FREEDOM OF CHOICE.

The beauty in a smile

In the beginning we strive for FUN, in the middle we strive for MONEY and in the end we strive for LOVE.

You by yourself decide what kind of awakening you need to feel presence. You can walk the highest mountain, you can walk the deepest valley, you can lead yourself into complete trouble or simply see the beauty there is.

Life is simple. You are already here. The answer is your true nature.

This infinite reminder is always at your site. The moment you open your eyes and see the beauty in a smile, see the beauty in a sunset or in a shower of rain, the moment you kiss love.




Where do we go … after work?

Have you have ever took a break? Have you have ever stopped thinking? Have you have ever paused for a second and simply observed your breathing? What happens is the madness disappears. The problems are gone and LIFE enfolds.

The moment you let go THE SEARCH you fall into LOVE

The Unconditional embraces the Conditional

Our mind is constantly creating it the other way round. You find it in conditional sentences all day long: when A happens, we can realize B! Awareness helps you to see this is a condition. How can you find LOVE (unconditional) in a condition. It is a limitation inside of the whole. A separation. Can you see that? The Unconditional embraces the Conditional. The infinite embraces the individual.

Isn’t it crazy? Maybe you don’t get the point immediately and you are asking:“OK, how can this help to pay my bill or my mortgage?“.

Got you. See, to understand life it helps to identify your nature. Much more it helps to become aware of who you really are. Why? Because it allows you to enjoy your acting. It helps you to chose whether you are going mad or laugh while seeing the beaaty. Decision making becomes easy because you do with a natural instinct for your direction.


Follow me on a second for a birds view.

Do you think life today is different than a year back? Just observe.

Do you think life today is different than a decade back? Just observe.

Do you thin life a decade back is different than a century back? Just observe.

Close your eyes for a second and take three deep breathes in.

Life is changing. LIFE is CHANGE.

Do you think you are a different person than a year back? Just observe.

Do you think you are a differnt person than a decade back? Just observe.

You are changing. YOU are CHANGE.

The state behind growing

Imagine a timeline and see all our evolution, our developments, our manifestations – is there something you can see as a pattern?

Doesn’t it look like some kind of GROWING? What if, this kind of growing isn’t growing but simply a process of finding out, who you really are?

And you eventually say:“Who I am? I know who I am? My name is, my home is, my car is, my boat is“.

This is not the point. Let me add an additional analogy.

We are obsessed by goals. You are at A (position in: profession, partnership, health, finances, etc) and you want to go to B (state you see yourself in). This is your goal. Somewhere at some point on the timeline you reach B. Time doesn’t matter. Here you are. You feel wonderful but after a while it becomes normal and part of your nature (what it is indeed). What’s coming next? A new goal. Your B becomes your new A and the story becomes repetetive.

The number of goals you can achieve

How many of these goals can you set? How many of this experiences can you stack at which height? See we misguide ourselves to connect awesomeness or good feeling to the number and extent of this goals instead of the nature itself. Let’s do some crazyness and imagine the „greatest“ number of goals you can achieve? What is it? Yes, its not a number – it is infinite.

Set yourself in a time machine and experience every event possible in history – past, future, present. You travel through stone age, midages, new ages, upcoming ages, see all the world wars, see all the buildings and skyscrapers, party every party, took all the drugs available, have all the sex you can have, laugh about every joke, cry about every baby that die and about every animal that is killed, have all the wealth you can have and be empathic with the poor, live all the emotions from doubt, anger, rage to confidence, optimism, happiness. What stays? What is the one thing you become aware of? IT WAS AND IS ALREADY THERE.

Tears are just separation from illusion

The final door you open is the completion of (y)our image – you are everything. You are the journey itself. You are LOVE.

The moment you fall into this awareness two things can happen – you either laugh without end or you start to cry.

Tears are just separation from illusion.

You will not longer point with a finger on the outside world, because you know it’s you and just a game you are playing, a journey you have chosen. This law of attraction everybody is talking about is just your nature. Why do you feel „good“ while uplifting someone else? Why are we overwhelmed by a friendly gesture? It’s (y)ou/r(nature).

The awareness BEING LOVE itself can’t be put into words nor can your mind grab it. You can only experience it; and always have the choice to

  • in every second,
  • with every heart beat.

What it will do is to set you back in a state of infinite peace & freedom.



There are only two paths in life – yours and the search of it

Hey you, yes you – come closer. Did you hear it? Did you hear about what*s going on in the world? Did you hear what’s going on in your world? No? You were busy the last year?

The search goes on

Mmmmh, I just ask in case you were busy with THE SEARCH. See, the majority of people running out in a huge circle chasing themselves.

  • That*s the exact reason why they are unfulfilled.
  • That’s the exact reason why the have the feeling of not arriving anywhere.
  • Thats the reason why they got lost in information overload.

To be honest, that’s the exact reason why they feel unhappy in their very own body.

They know there is something special inside but they cannot find the manifestation in the outside world. Much more they tried a million pathways in every imaginable direction but what they fo und is always this gap between the place they are and the place where they wanna go. And they wonder what the hell on earth needs to be done to exit this level. Everyone outthere seems to have a better setting, every0ne outthere is overtaking in high speed when it comes to wealth, holidays and personal happiness.

A reminder of your infinite nature

It looks so damn easy for everyone to live life to the fullest, while you are taking the fifth extra round to understand the circus. So what this article and this website helps you with is some kind of infninite reminder of your nature – a love signal to step up into your full potential. See, there is not some kind of voodoo here nor rocket sciene. It often looks like that as we are completely mad and extreme in chosing a pathway which is so far away from our true self, that the closest thing often seems to easy or absurd.

Do you understand you are already there? Hard to get, isn’t it? I completely get it. We cannot see the magic here and now as our mind is always running in the past and in the future. We are blaming, shaming, justyfying the situations we went through, our behaviour and the persons around us not serving our goals.


Marc Goulston, a famous psychiatrist, tells the story in his beautiful book „Just Listen“ of a man, reaching out to him, searching for help in his very special situation. So one day this man came to his surgery and Marc invited him to enter the office. Sitting in front of each other Marc opened up the dialogue and asked how he can help. Immediately this man started speeding up, speaking in a very intensive voice about all the thing going wrong in his life, who is responsible for the situation he is in, and how bad life is treating him,  Angry and impulsive he shouted out all his complainings about the outside world not realizing Marc sitting in front of him resting in total silence. Coming to the end of his monologue, completely out of breath and furious, he is asking Marc what he can do in his very unique situation, that it wasn’t at all. And Marc said:“LISTEN„. The man, completely irritated, replied:“What?“. Marc repeated:“LISTEN„. Not understanding what Marc is referring to, the man stumbled:“Listen to what?“. And Marc said:“LISTEN TO THE QUIET„. In that very moment all dikes collapsed, walls came down and this huge man broke into tears.

The answer is you

See – the answer is always there. The answer is you. But we often miss the point searching it somewhere else. The moment you become aware your nature is oneness, you realize the outside world not only is a mirror of your inner expression but it is the sum of its parts. All the madness, all the victories, all the losses, all the happiness in the world is you. The simple fact of evolution is you have a mind to evaluate experiences in good and bad by your own standards. It is no longer a fact of surviving or reproduction. These standards in consequence build walls around you and prison your greatness.

In quiet there is no time. In quiet there is no evalution. In quiet there is no judgement but simple presence.

And the more you realize your presence the more you fall back into your nature. And this nature is pure love. This nature is infinite. And the reason why you will fall into endless laughter is because you become aware that this game we are playing is a cat chasing its own tail. You are already there. You are beautiful the way you are. You are love.