THE GAME

HOME (YOUR TRUE NATURE)

You are LOVE. Love automatically means UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Therefor you are everything and infinite. This means you are ONE. There is nothing else but YOU. To get this is not the easiest thing. This is your true nature. If you want to find out, how this feels, how much energy this is, how powerful and magic this is, the ONLY way for you is to play the game.

NOTES

The moment you read this lines, you probably have made your decision. PLEASE NOTE: this is the most complex GAME you can imagine. And it is a pretty pretty pretty good laugh. There is nothing to win, there is nothing to lose. THERE ARE NO RULES.

It is the most* badass party you ever play

CHOSE A FEMALE AND A MALE AS YOUR PARENT

CHOSE A BODY FOR THE JOURNEY

CHOSE A TICKET

ONENESS

BEING (UNCONDITIONAL LOVE) – HEART SIGNALS

SEPARATION

LEARNING (UNCONDITIONAL LOVE) – MIND SIGNALS

FAIR WARNING

Cashing in this ticket will confront you with the opposite of your nature. Read the following instructions CAREFULLY to have a written reminder and roadmap. Breathe in and have a final view at the top to see what your true nature is. Please remember:

It is your very OWN DECISION to play the game!

This will be the most* fun decision you will ever make.

A lot of particle friends of you will take this journey, so you will meet yourself over again in different facets. You can take this seriously or you can laugh with yourself like buddha did sitting under the tree. The ones taken THE SEARCH TICKET will forget where they came from and what their true nature is. So whenever you feel lost in the game take your map and just remind yourself of the chosen ticket. AGAIN – you are safe at any time (see The Light).. For your memory and way back HOME living beings and places for reflection are always around. The answer to your question is present NOW. There is no limit to find out, who you are. You will step into darkest* places and brightest* events to become aware of your nature. You will lead yourself into the strongest pain, and so much illusional pleasure that will make it as hard for you as possible to see behind the curtain. Whenever it becomes confuse, desperate or foggy – LISTEN TO THE QUIET.

Instructions

The opposite of infinte (your true nature) is limitation, right? See, for our ordinary mind it’s not possible to realize who we are without becoming aware of the opposite. Do you remember that movie, where all these native running to the beach looking at the horizon where huge ships were arriving for the very first time. They couldn’t see them as what they are. There is no chance „understanding“ reality by getting an information without the opposite. It is „just“ pure awareness of energy and following natural instincts. The fact that differentiate our species from others is evaluation of information by personal criteria beyond instinct. Evaluaton is only possible by measurement and this needs polarity.

The term separation simply means disconnection. It goes along with distance, border and division. Does this sound authentic or reasonate with your inner voice. By deciding for yourself to take this ticket you have chosen exactly this kind of energy states. See – it is the journey you have picked.

Remember the beginning? How could you find out, who you are (BEING infinite) without experiencing the opposite? It is not possible. So we have to try. Try to smile instead of smiling.

Can you see the game we are playing foolin ourselves? Going from our nature to some kind of self-inflicted challenge in a limited space (room, flat, spot, town, country, son-role, daughter-role, father-role, mother-role, boyfriend-role, girlfriend-role).

The reason of our daily fear is not being attacked by a bear but someone is crossing the border of our definied area. The reason of our daily fear is losing our identity, when all these borders are gone and we fall into nowhere.

This is why we are clinging to OUR havings. The human species have FIXED (the opposite of free) so called possessive pronouns to declare: this is your land, here is my land. You can cross the border by the following conditions.

How will you ever experience or live unconditional love by „defining“ condtions? Separation itself is a condition in consequence. There is a shortcut tapping into your true origin and ending the search, which is LETTING GO. Letting go the fights, letting go the pros and cons, letting go attachments.

It doesn’t mean it is gone.
It doesn’t mean it isn’t there for you.
It doesn’t mean it doesn’t care for you, but

that it is natural when there is CHANGE.

You cannot add or take away something from unconditional love. It simply is.

LOVE is ((y(our)) true nature)! By letting go definers and limiters LOVE breathes in and out.

By picking the ticket „SEPARATION“ you have chosen THE SEARCH and admitted to limitation and separation.

THIS IS A CHOICE! THIS IS (Y)OUR CHOICE!

Every day, every hour, every minute, every second BUT

you can’t get lost. You cannot lose anything because you are walking „inside“ of your infinite nature. Although it is a limited picture for it, imagine yourself being the train and you decide to be a character inside of the train, running to reach your destination faster in order to find out, you are the train.

See – you are already there. The light is just a constant immortal reminder of your origin, which is always there. You can feel it every millisecond in a thousand ways. You can listen to it, you can see it, you can smell it, you can taste it, you can feel it, you can touch it. It is always araound – in your brightest days and in your darkest nights doing THE SEARCH as the center of your existence. This is the essence.

Left and right, black and white, small and tall, laugh and cry, doubt and confidence is just a mind game. It is just a helper. It is just the exercise for awareness. Learning exactly happens in the middle of palarity.

There will be times you will forget about this. You will find yourself in THE SEARCH of your origin and true nature. You have chosen to experience one of the opposite sites (good or bad, fun or resentment) and feel „over the top“ or „under the water“.

Instantly it will take your breath away and your mind is looking for orientation, you are looking for foothold, for stability. The moment you become aware of playing the game, playing THE SEARCH everything dissolves.

The moment you become aware freedom appears. The moment you become aware peace enfold itself, which was already there.

By deciding to find out, who you are, there is always connection. This connection is a light that guides you home whenever you want. Cashing in the ticket for THE SEARCH will open a massive pathways to fulfill yourself. It also opens up a massive pathways to get your mind in really hard trouble.

It is always a decision away BEING in your true nature or searching for it. You are always safe.

You are provided with a gadget to handle the process of thought. In contrast to other species on this planet there is an additional feature coming up with it, which allows you to evaluate & decide by personal criteria beyond instincts.

It is some kind of customization function for the app, where you can define (limit) an information to give you more security (limitation) when doing THE SEARCH (overall limitation). Isn’t that a perfect precondition for madness?

By knowing about your origin and true nature it was you, chosing the ticket.

The game here is to play in polarity, take the full package of emotions and remember where you came from and who you are. So it’s an entity sprinling itself into billions of pieces to understand it’s own nature.

Are you willing to feel your infinity?
Are you willing to step into unconditional love?

There’s no chance your mind answer this question. By saying YES you will END THE SEARCH, give back your ticket and chose the other one to travel in pure existence. It is just a decision. You will not give up the chance to switch but it will be damn hard to go back when you have experience your true nature.

Your mind is just an additional function which creates an identity overtime to hold on.

Now, an identity is another limitation we build up to be „somebody“. Do you see the wording here?

We build up something to be somebody and searching for the one who is special, extraordinary and unique. This is an illusional search.

You are. You were. You will ever be.

Heart decisions will never come from your mind. Why is it heart decisions always feel good and mind decisions feel reasonable? The second you get to the T heart & mind swing to get in alignment: the one clinging on your created identity and the one looking to answer the question. There is no space getting it „wrong“. Either you customize your app for THE SEARCH or simply answer the question by BEING.

Misconcepts

Leaving the land of your origin naturally leads to stepping in „unknown“ territories. Where are we going? Can somebody switch the light on?

See, security from human perspective goes along with control. Have you ever realized it?

And in consequence this means control nature. Can you already see the madness here?

You are nature. So control means you try to restrict YOUSELF. So, we have chosen limitation and separation to become aware of our true origin. Now playing this limited game we scale this limitation with another limitation to feel good inside this journey.

Whatever aspect you look at here: security is setting borders. It is a contradiction in itself. Here is mine, there is yours.

The background of the story is a process of identifying ourselves with our HAVINGS and the fear of being NOONE losing it all or letting go. You are everything. Nothing can be added to you and nothing can be taken away from you. Everything means ONENESS.

Have you ever noticed that we move our asses from identity to essence?

See you have chosen a ticket to find out who you are instead of BEING the party, right?

OK, so one of your tools is probably some sort of GOAL SETTING. In practice this means walking from A to B, while A is the stare you are in and B is the state where you wanna go. Reaching B gives you satisfaction to some point until the next walk have to be set up.

B becomes the next A and a seemingly „higher“ or „more intensive“ „more worthwile“ goal needs to be achieved. This is the story about „more“ in all kinds of confirmation for inner peace.

Can you imagine the hightest* possible number of A to B walks you can do independent from any physcial limitation?

The answer is infinite. For every particle in the universe you can do an A to B walk. What it means is you will find our you nature is infinite. So – what finally remains is LOVE.

The longest journey we as human beings do is from our head into our heart.

You are already there. This is the simple secret of all personal development. Can you imagine walking in a state of pure love? Can you imaging BEING right, wherever you go? Can you imagine feeling home, whereever you go?

This is who you are. You don’t have to do something special to be special. You don’t have to do something extraordinary to be extraordinary. You are. It is your nature.

One of the concepts of SEPARATION is becoming aware a lot of particle friends of youself have chosen the same ticket of THE SEARCH.

So billions of cells running aroung searching for THE ONE, THE HOLY GRAIL, THEMSELVES, LOVE.

We are running through the fields, we are climbing on top oft he moutains – to feel ok, to feel welcomed, to feel be loved. So we are chasing our tale.

The moment you become aware you are THE ONE you are looking for, you immediately set yourself FREE. You immediately are LOVE. You immediately end THE SEARCH and step into the LIGHT.

A crazy (for our monkey mind) but natural thing is:
YOU ALREADY HAVE THE THINGS YOU STRIVE FOR.

It doesn’t need applause or any confirmation of the outside world.

You will get it the moment you stop fishing for it and be aware of your origin

Whatever you wish to have in the physical outside world: stepping into your true nature automatically attracts every little thing you desire.

This kind of exchange is your true nature.

By walking in your true origin there is no need asking for exchange. It happens naturally.

GRATITUDE helps you to do the step when you are inside THE SEARCH, as it is a form of awareness (high frequency) to calm yourself down to silence and see the beauty of life.

Helpers

Whatever reality you find in the world – IT IS YOU. Whether it is a small indvidual object (person, event, situation) or it is a big global object. Your are EVERYTHING. You are LOVE itself so every particle out there is a partical of your infinite nature.

As you have chosen the ticket to find out who you are, you admitted to limitation and separation. What it means is your mind is not aware of ONENESS. Deep in your heart you will come back to that fact the second all illusion in the THE SEARCH opens up. For now playing the game your mind controls direction. Whenever you have a question, whenever it gets hard, whenever something is missing, you can look in the mirror.

See – your mirror image will never laugh first.

Whatever you desire in the game will appear the moment you send it out. Energy attracts energy. And it is finally much more profound. BEING LOVE is your origin and true nature.

By BEING you, by SHINING you are already there.

A deeper awareness you will find in any daily situation you walk through. Whether it is a conversation, whether it is something strange happening, whether it is some kind of accidential event. By listening you can see it in every milliseconds dancing in front of your eyes.

It is a decision to LISTEN. Your mind can overrule your heart and walk in security control mode. You always have the chance to switch by understanding this reflection. Everything is a reminder of your true nature.

Whereever we go in a search it helps to have some kind of orientation. Chosing the ticket to find out who you are it is even more supportive to have a guide for becoming aware where you are.

The map breaks down the journey in different levels so you can exactly determine your actual position. You can reflect to the second where you came from, what causes to change direction and if you are ON TRACK.

Naturally your guts tells you everyday if you are in alignment with yourself. In additon to that

Off Tracks

DRUG USAGE & ADDICTION

Drug usage and addiction follows patterns. Drug usage is a replacement. One of the most challenging pathways in THE SEARCH is drug usage and in consequence addiction. See – chosing separation and limitation automatically creates a gap. The gap is always the difference and distance between your infinite origin and your picked challenge of limitation to find out who you are. Bridging the difference is the game.

So you either enjoy your BEING or you do THE SEARCH.

While doing THE SEARCH (play in polarity) it happens we lost ourselves in mind games (forget about our true nature) and bridge this space with any kind of drugs (alcohol, soft drugs, hard drugs, sex, materialism like clothes, sex, food, etc.). In general this is some kind of replacement for the lack of awareness about your infinite nature. We haven’t experienced the true expression of ourselves at no extent, so we look out for borderline-experiments to send us a divine feeling.

Everything you do IS THE WAY IT IS. It is exactly „your personal individual“ way to wake up. There is no good or bad. You cannot speed anything up by taking the shorter queue. It is just awareness. What it simply means is there is cause n‘ effect. We fool ourselves about consequences and this is the moment when it gets hard for our minds.

Either drug usage is a challenge crossing a social or personal border or it is some kind of reward and defiance for the hard time we are going through. Becoming aware that the hard times are hard times because of the unanswered question you have chosen dissolves the idea of something is missing.

This is a fine line here. What it refers to is the attachment of emotion and self-esteem we connect to the drug usage. The drug usage itself is just a process that influences energy fields and aging processes. Now an open loop is created. In order to replay your experience driven by the drug you have to repeat the usage. The moment you connect an internal feeling and emotion with the event (and you will because it’s the reason why you do so) you set yourself up for addiction.

Addiction is drug usage with a drive to create a feeling or emotion by outer stimuli.